i can't focus on anything right now
not work, not friends, not even a sincere laugh
truth is there all the long
but i chose to oversee them
mind and the heart is at war right now.
no one knows how hard it is to swallow the bitter fact
that the thing between us is no longer exist
you're no longer the you
it hurts so bad now that i don't feel like i know you anymore
you're being nice to me
only because you're too kind to see me upset
i kept telling myself it's gonna be ok, everything's gonna back on track
but it seems not
i've no where nor who else to go to
i've no idea how to move on
i feel tears rushing out every time i laughed
'coz of that my eyes are all puffy and tired everyday
and these awful fake smiles that i carried with me is so tiring
the truth is
it's all about the heart.
