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edited by Apple Ping
the sweetest thing I ever got! heartss max!
the bunch of cool buddies~ T17 rox ♥
impatiently raping my prezzie~ ♥
ciaoz 2010
It's just 2 days away from new year. Excited? Nawhh. The earth won't stop moving, the sun and stars aren't going to stop shining & the clocks aren't stop ticking too.
Like Hamilton Wright Mabie quotes,
“New Year's eve is like every other night; there is no pause in the march of the universe, no breathless moment of silence among created things that the passage of another twelve months may be noted; and yet no man has quite the same thoughts this evening that come with the coming of darkness on other nights”
Here are what most people do
1. Summarize what happened throughout the 12 months
- had bumpy rides, on & off over time
- met great people that offers helping hands & a shoulder to cry on
- being back stabbed & being told rubbish
- moving to a single room which I adores so much ♥
- had awesome spontaneous trips with fellow classmates
- failed first paper in degree
- had the worse fever, I know it sounds lame
- missing out damn lotsa Uni activities! *pffftt!
- met sincere people who pin-point me right in the nose
( By the way, how did these people remember so much details and even made a long list 'bout it?? )
2. Trying to brainwash themselves to forget everything mentioned in above and go on with life.
Hehe, well this is what most people do nowadays don't they?
3. Have a list of new year resolution
- - Start a diet plan
- - work harder
- - avoid being spendthrift
- - spend more time with family
and so on, and so on..............
Now, what do new year really mean? Ring out the old & Bring in the new ones? Or Looking forward for a new start on old habits? Either one, resolution no resolution, one still gotta move on and finish what they've started in first place. As for me, it's my final year final semester in Uni and I'm just hoping with my fingers crossed, everything goes smoothly and according to plans. I don't want another miserable final semester. Certain thing has to go aside, at least for the time being.
And aside from all these, I really do hope I don't blog-slack too often =)
Last but not least, to all,
♥ to people who love me!
HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAVE A BLAST ONE!! ♥
魔鬼身材
人家常说，男人怕进错行，女人怕嫁错郎~
我倒觉得这个年代的女人最怕身材走样
人家还说，单身的女人身材最美，恋爱中的女人都瘦不了~
这个我双手双脚都举起来 strongly agree!!
当然排除掉那些一天六餐都吃不肥，天天喊增肥的辣妹。
真的，老天很不公平。
我很爱吃，非常爱吃那种。
可惜，天生肥种，一吃就肥，二吃就叫大肥。
很羡慕人家有曲有弯的腰形，
要我maintain这种身材，除非把我的胃割下来。
更羡慕人家的鸟脚，
( 我当初也有的麦笑笑 =D )
以前讨厌吃饭。
现在一天不吃饭，什么问题都出来；脚软手抖黑暗晕~
打开衣橱，
那件新年买的三分裤紧到...........
可以扣，但是都把西北胎挤上来，
很丑，很辛苦，不能呼吸！
那件在夜市买的黑色短裤，紧到..........
不敢坐下来，一就是怕随时爆开，二就是要命！
那件最爱的窄脚牛仔裤，紧到..........
还是一样不能呼吸！
还有去年买的
还有.......
还有.........
还有.......
统统都穿不下。
接受不了要穿大一号尺寸的衣裤，选择不shopping。
更可笑的是竟然以cutting小的理由来安慰自己买下一件M size 的短裤。
可悲到...............
我不要很多啦，
给我有曲有弯的腰加吃不肥的身材就满意了。=)
new start
I just abandoned my beloved blog! Well, not exactly abandon it, still feeding it for other purpose. Anyway, been doing lotsa reading lately. Mainly for research purpose (was forced to do so to be exact), god knows how hard is it to digest these craps. I bet its gives everyone headaches, backaches and blurry eyesights after hours of starring at the screen. Who doesn't? Besides, when everything come all in at once, u tend to stress yourself so fucking much and that u will end up starring and dreaming, having no idea how to get it started nor where to start. That's rather annoying. Well, good luck!
最近
最近搬了新房，除了它是单人房以外
其他的极度后悔
后悔这里没有隐私
后悔这里没有自由
后悔这里很乱，是超乱的那种
后悔这里要跟陌生人共用厕所，像足典型宿舍，我很不喜欢
最重要的，我很寂寞
这段时间的生活都会日夜颠倒，就像现在
压力起来会失眠，很累却无法入睡的感觉试过吗？
明明很累很累，躺下去担心多多，拿起书又读不进那种
两个字-- 无奈
最近很善忘，更是记不起读过的东西
很压力，特别是在考场的时候
脑袋一片空白的时候，写不出半行答案出来的时候
是种无法形容的恐惧
最近很暴躁，很厉害发脾气
厉害到自己都怕
稍微不合胃口就反感，不顺意就发蓝杂
身边很多遭殃
最近常头痛，是长时间的那种
可能眼力用过多，影响神经线
最近很情绪化
莫名的大哭，莫名的大笑
长期来很怕会精神分裂
最近很烦
该死的心，软在不因该的情况
让人踩到头上，再踩多几脚
不能排除自己也有错的事实
至少我不搞小动作博同情
最近真的累透
黑圆圈深到回家会吓到妈咪
自己照镜子都要照多两下确认下
该死的考试
我讨厌你
i'm really nothing
what's makes you think communication is essential anyway? u used to tell me we should really communicate to each other, spilling out whatever is in the heart just to let the other to know what is actually going on. so, what happens now? u tell me...
i never have the intention to move out. yea, maybe the thinking of staying alone does occur. but it was never to be realized. even how tempting is the offer, i thought of u first, believe it or not. struggling between this n that, u told me u had already made the decision. what the heck was that? i was told a single room, from u. how was i to know? u even get the whole world to keep it from me? and the so-called best friend? u took everything! u took it piece by piece from me. all the guilt, the emo and attempts to make it up, means nothing to u.
