02092011

Everything's been a mess lately. 1st the sleep, then the job load, now the c**. It's actually not that bad, but pretty heartache you know. B**per squashed & ripped off, just like banana peel. Only it definitely gonna costs much much much higher than any banana. So, until the babe is finally flawless again, I shall quarantine myself in the island for the next 2 weeks. And I think I've ruined someone's dinner. FML.

Rotting in my nest on a car-less weekend~ screwed. 

Perfect Weekend

Nothing beats student's life. Well it's hell true. After two weeks of adapting to new environment, squeezing more brain juice to remember the job tasks, learning new and messy stuffs, etc etc... it's weekend again! Apparently, Facebook's news feed are all 'bout "TGIF!!", "2moro is FRIDAY!!", these kinda shout-outs on Thursdays' nights. Who cares? I'm havin half-day on Saturday. *Imbalance! Well, back to the weekends' issue. Seriously, outings are fun & fine, as long as I'm loaded, but sorry to say I'm drop dead broke & should cut down shoooooooping. On second thought, I guess I should cut down on the FOOD instead. This four-letters-word itself is already a well-known irresistible temptation. Bad for health~

Anyway, I found the lazy part of myself this weekend, together with things I really like since forever ♥♥

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a nice novel

heaps of fav songs

nice view

plus the afternoon breeze in the middle of the city

that's what i called --- a Perfect Saturday & Sunday

♥♥

filling in the _ _ _ _ _

i've got a job

i've got my car

i've got the best parents

i've got my bestie

what else am i missing then?

independent, not

4 years ago, while I was just like other kids, starting fresh at college, eager to rush back to "Home Sweet Home" almost every weekend. Dad used to say, "don't always come back, must learn to be independent!" --- that was pretty sad.

Now, 4 years later. The college girl has already grown up, graduated as a degree holder, with a job now. Supposed to drive there, and settle down myself. But this time, dad said, "I shall drive you down." --- what happen to me being independent?

Just being sentimental.

上集

放弃了

好累

《待续》......

insomnia

This must be my worst sleepless-night ever. wtf! I've been tossing and turning for 4 hours before finally dozed off at around 6am. All sort of things jammed in the mind at the same time, this and that, desperate and excited, frustrated and worry. wtf. And i'm already up at 10am. Guess i've too much in mind, plans after plans, but don't have the chance to execute it yet. Getting really restless these days, never felt this desperate before. Yea, i'm VERY desperate to get myself a job so that i can execute my plans. Now that i'm typing this out, my mind still have all sort of things floating direction-less. I'm babbling now i know. FML

WE

They said,

when your partner is demanding

it means that they really loves you

and expect the same from you.

otherwise, who cares? =)

Me + You = We ♥