无奈.无助

真的

无奈

无助

更加的无言...

亲爱的心，听话点好吗？

亲爱的眼泪，振作点好吗？

"Everyone in life is gonna hurt you,

you just gonna figure out which people worth the pain and tears "

In life, you may choose to bear with any consequences

But sometimes, you just don't have the rights

rights to choose

rights to love

rights to be loved

It's cruel, it hurts, but it's reality...

mid of the last

A very old fashion way to say, "a blink of eye", and it's already the mid of last semesters. So wanted to enjoy this very last moment of being a student to the max but at the same struggling with all sorts of marathon. First comes the VIVA presentation, which It can say it's a major relief that it's finally a "past tense". I bet the only part most people enjoyed most is get to be professional for a day and cam whore a whole damn lot. Then it's the mid-terms + assignments marathon. Non-stop I can say, one after another. You ought to be lucky when you find yourself still catching up breath. And As much as I wanted so badly to improve the grades, but these theory paper really put a hold on the effort. And the plus-size articles, really, it's demotivating max! The only subject that manage to fish my attention and is finance. C'mon~ it's the only paper that you can actually exercise your brain and get some senses. I'm aiming for it, but god knows?

March...

the month of happenings~~
Not to mention involvement of various emotions. Just like rojak. You can't even differentiate which and which. One second you're feeling in heaven and next thing you know, you're in hell. Well, blame it on the emotional intelligence. Of course I do really really really hope someone above can grant my only wish, well, two actually. I don't wanna stay in Rojak Mood for the rest of this semester. It's aching from the inside to be frank, to be purposely-unintentionally-absent-minded.

When you're thinking, you're thinking.

the very first & last 15/01

♥

edited by Apple Ping

the sweetest thing I ever got! heartss max!

the bunch of cool buddies~ T17 rox ♥

impatiently raping my prezzie~ ♥

ciaoz 2010

It's just 2 days away from new year. Excited? Nawhh. The earth won't stop moving, the sun and stars aren't going to stop shining & the clocks aren't stop ticking too.

Like Hamilton Wright Mabie quotes,

“New Year's eve is like every other night; there is no pause in the march of the universe, no breathless moment of silence among created things that the passage of another twelve months may be noted; and yet no man has quite the same thoughts this evening that come with the coming of darkness on other nights”

Here are what most people do

1. Summarize what happened throughout the 12 months

- had bumpy rides, on & off over time

- met great people that offers helping hands & a shoulder to cry on

- being back stabbed & being told rubbish

- moving to a single room which I adores so much ♥

- had awesome spontaneous trips with fellow classmates

- failed first paper in degree

- had the worse fever, I know it sounds lame

- missing out damn lotsa Uni activities! *pffftt!

- met sincere people who pin-point me right in the nose

( By the way, how did these people remember so much details and even made a long list 'bout it?? )

2. Trying to brainwash themselves to forget everything mentioned in above and go on with life.

Hehe, well this is what most people do nowadays don't they?

3. Have a list of new year resolution

• - Start a diet plan
• - work harder
• - avoid being spendthrift
  
• - spend more time with family
  

and so on, and so on..............

Now, what do new year really mean? Ring out the old & Bring in the new ones? Or Looking forward for a new start on old habits? Either one, resolution no resolution, one still gotta move on and finish what they've started in first place. As for me, it's my final year final semester in Uni and I'm just hoping with my fingers crossed, everything goes smoothly and according to plans. I don't want another miserable final semester. Certain thing has to go aside, at least for the time being.

And aside from all these, I really do hope I don't blog-slack too often =)

Last but not least, to all,

♥ to people who love me!

HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAVE A BLAST ONE!! ♥

魔鬼身材

人家常说，男人怕进错行，女人怕嫁错郎~

我倒觉得这个年代的女人最怕身材走样

人家还说，单身的女人身材最美，恋爱中的女人都瘦不了~

这个我双手双脚都举起来 strongly agree!!

当然排除掉那些一天六餐都吃不肥，天天喊增肥的辣妹。

真的，老天很不公平。

我很爱吃，非常爱吃那种。

可惜，天生肥种，一吃就肥，二吃就叫大肥。

很羡慕人家有曲有弯的腰形，

要我maintain这种身材，除非把我的胃割下来。

更羡慕人家的鸟脚，

( 我当初也有的麦笑笑 =D )

以前讨厌吃饭。

现在一天不吃饭，什么问题都出来；脚软手抖黑暗晕~ 

打开衣橱，

那件新年买的三分裤紧到...........

可以扣，但是都把西北胎挤上来，

很丑，很辛苦，不能呼吸！

那件在夜市买的黑色短裤，紧到..........

不敢坐下来，一就是怕随时爆开，二就是要命！

那件最爱的窄脚牛仔裤，紧到..........

还是一样不能呼吸！

还有去年买的

还有.......

还有.........

还有.......

统统都穿不下。

接受不了要穿大一号尺寸的衣裤，选择不shopping。

更可笑的是竟然以cutting小的理由来安慰自己买下一件M size 的短裤。

可悲到............... 

我不要很多啦，

给我有曲有弯的腰加吃不肥的身材就满意了。=)

laziness

i'm plain lazy,
as usual.

so, bear with it till the mood is up.
*double sigh