the dilemma

This thing, no idea what people called it, happens in every stages in our life.

You see,

when we were young, we wanted so badly to grow up quickly, so that we can reach the toilet light switch easily without having to climb up a stool.

when we're finally a teenage, we would think about those days when we were kids and need not to have so much so-called dilemma.

when we are finally in college, facing with endless test and assignments marathon, we wish to end it as soon as possible and enter into the corporate world.

and last but not least, when we're finally graduating from uni, on the way to be financially independent, we wish the time would somehow turn back itself and that we won't have to say goodbye.

Well, i have to say this is life. We enter into a new stage and we move on. What's left are memories, and memories are somehow bitter-sweet at times. Nevertheless, it's time to move on and proceed to the financial-independent-stage. BUT, here's the dilemma. Where should i settle my ass at? And the most interesting part, i don't really know how to get started. I seriously need someone's advices. No directions, no aims, no determination. That's why i'm unable to settle my mind yet. *Giggless~ Let's just forget how ignorant i can be. Think i'll just sit back and THINK hard, real hard.

Everyday is THINKING day i supposed??

errmm... any suggestions? any directions?