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the dilemma


This thing, no idea what people called it, happens in every stages in our life.

You see,

when we were young, we wanted so badly to grow up quickly, so that we can reach the toilet light switch easily without having to climb up a stool.

when we're finally a teenage, we would think about those days when we were kids and need not to have so much so-called dilemma.

when we are finally in college, facing with endless test and assignments marathon, we wish to end it as soon as possible and enter into the corporate world.

and last but not least, when we're finally graduating from uni, on the way to be financially independent, we wish the time would somehow turn back itself and that we won't have to say goodbye.

Well, i have to say this is life. We enter into a new stage and we move on. What's left are memories, and memories are somehow bitter-sweet at times. Nevertheless, it's time to move on and proceed to the financial-independent-stage. BUT, here's the dilemma. Where should i settle my ass at? And the most interesting part, i don't really know how to get started. I seriously need someone's advices. No directions, no aims, no determination. That's why i'm unable to settle my mind yet. *Giggless~ Let's just forget how ignorant i can be. Think i'll just sit back and THINK hard, real hard.



Everyday is THINKING day i supposed??





errmm... any suggestions? any directions?


Feather in The Wind





I'm a feather in the wind
I'm up and then I'm down again
and though the places i have been
to heavens gate and 'round the bend

Things are never what
They appear to be
'Cause everybody's trying to grab a hold of me
So catch me if you can
Set me free again
Like a feather in the wind

I'm a reflection in the glass
'Cause i cant keep from looking back
And though the pages that i lack
Are stuck inside a broken past

Things are never what
They appear to be
So i'll dig a little deeper
Than what the eye can see
And if anybody asks
Making friends at last
With my reflection in the glass

I'm softer than a bride in white
But i'm tough enough to fight my own fight
Sometimes higher than a quivering kite
More lowly than a beggars plight

Like a fire in the night
I'm burnin up with all my might
Don't wanna flicker out of sight
Fade into the morning light

Things are never what
They appear to be
Cause only time will tell when
I'm ashes at your feet
So when i'm burnin bright
Let me be your light
Like a fire in the night

Things are never what
They appear to be
So many different pieces
Make up the whole of me
So hold me in your hands
Take me as i am
'Cause i'm a feather
I'm a reflection
I'm a fire in your direction
I'm unruly
I'm undone
So just love me as i come




And yea, we go up & down in life

As things were never the way we wanted it to be.

Just follow the flow, and hope that one day

the universe may reward you.

last of the last


I hereby declare myself a 'considered' graduate and officially unemployed!

Just kick the last paper's ass this morning, and that's it, my student life is officially over. Anyhow, there's mix feelings, i bet everyone does. You know, those "I hate-but-I love-this place" kinda feelings. Plus the dilemma of whether to further pursue or where to settle down.
Well, that's not the things in my mind right now. I just wanna enjoy my very last few moments to the max!

Next thing on lists, is just relax, enjoy the remaining days and looking forward to our graduation trip to Langkawi~~ *wooooooot!





Is this what you're feeling right now peeps? =D



Happy 2-years-Degree My Dear Friends
& Happy Unemployed!!!!



sweating & swearing


The weather has gone nuts! It has been 4days of full 100% sunshine, without a single shade of cloud. Was wondering is it now 40 degree Celsius? This is rather annoying as there are people here who's having their finals and full concentration is needed. duhhh~

Really, everyone had been complaining 'bout the scorching heat and the irritation of sweating. It's HOT, HOT, HOT n HOT, all over Facebook.


C'mon~ spill some over here will ya??
I would rather have the place flooded than being roasted alive~






there should be 40 degree Celcius by now. *sweating & swearing*







now this is wad u gonna turn into when u're outdoor.
being roasted alive!





bet no one ever wanna come out of shower as it's the coolest place right now.
but, the water had been heated up as well. *smackforehead*





the worse part ever: you'll still gonna sweat out of your life even you're sitting real still without excessive movement. *swearing2




well, all we ever wanted is just...





















some downpour!




无奈.无助



真的

无奈
无助
更加的无言...

亲爱的,听话点好吗?
亲爱的眼泪,振作点好吗?





"Everyone in life is gonna hurt you,
you just gonna figure out which people worth the pain and tears "


In life, you may choose to bear with any consequences
But sometimes, you just don't have the rights

rights to choose
rights to love
rights to be loved
It's cruel, it hurts, but it's reality...

mid of the last


A very old fashion way to say, "a blink of eye", and it's already the mid of last semesters. So wanted to enjoy this very last moment of being a student to the max but at the same struggling with all sorts of marathon. First comes the VIVA presentation, which It can say it's a major relief that it's finally a "past tense". I bet the only part most people enjoyed most is get to be professional for a day and cam whore a whole damn lot. Then it's the mid-terms + assignments marathon. Non-stop I can say, one after another. You ought to be lucky when you find yourself still catching up breath. And As much as I wanted so badly to improve the grades, but these theory paper really put a hold on the effort. And the plus-size articles, really, it's demotivating max! The only subject that manage to fish my attention and is finance. C'mon~ it's the only paper that you can actually exercise your brain and get some senses. I'm aiming for it, but god knows?

March...
the month of happenings~~
Not to mention involvement of various emotions. Just like rojak. You can't even differentiate which and which. One second you're feeling in heaven and next thing you know, you're in hell. Well, blame it on the emotional intelligence. Of course I do really really really hope someone above can grant my only wish, well, two actually. I don't wanna stay in Rojak Mood for the rest of this semester. It's aching from the inside to be frank, to be purposely-unintentionally-absent-minded.



When you're thinking, you're thinking.