空虚

或许是空虚，最近爱上自己一个人晚上在街上走

尤其是午夜，很凉，心比较平静

走着跟你传简讯，整个人轻松下下

暂时忘了脑袋里塞满的东西

有时就走很久，想很多很多东西

很多却毫无头绪的东西，在想什么都不懂

就是很烦，烦不完那种

搞到自己几个星期整天脸苦苦

搞到喜欢一个人

一个人读书

一个人散步

一个人看戏，做自己的东西

一个人独来独往，不需顾虑太多

可是却又怕寂寞，很恐怖

有时想到你的冷漠，会怕，自然就掉眼泪

害怕你有一天真的累了

累了，放弃，离开那种

常常会无端端哭起来

多下看见你就开心过来

怀疑自己患上轻微犹豫症

上网翻看的症状，多少都符合

尝试告诉自己只是压力过头，想不通罢了

好像不见效

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Are you depressed?

If you identify with several of the following signs and symptoms, and they just won’t go away, you may be suffering from clinical depression.

• you can’t sleep or you sleep too much
• you can’t concentrate or find that previously easy tasks are now difficult
• you feel hopeless and helpless
• you can’t control your negative thoughts, no matter how much you try
• you have lost your appetite or you can’t stop eating
• you are much more irritable and short-tempered than usual
• you have thoughts that life is not worth living (Seek help immediately if this is the case #

*kinda fulfill them all............